There was a time when I was very afraid. Afraid of saying the wrong thing, of looking stupid, of being seen.... This fear shaped everything I did(or didn't do) and said(or didn't say). My fear shaped how people saw me. Some saw weakness, pride, and sometimes my lack of words was viewed as stupidity. Yet what … Continue reading Since When
It's only March and it has already happened twice this year. Most people who know me notice that I am a strange mix of introvert and extrovert. I LOVE people. My heart is full of love and affection for the people around me. I love working with and around people.... but.... it drains me. Physically … Continue reading People Hang Over
Every once in a while, I have an outrageous idea and an opportunity to make that idea into a reality. Then BAM! ah! What to do?! I actually have to make this happen! I have a feeling my life is going to be changing over the next few months. This is exciting and frightening at … Continue reading In over…
It's funny how if you are a content single woman, very different people will ask you the same question. What is the most amusing part of their question is the tone their voice has when they ask. There is a sense of wonder and respect with a hint of horror in the way they ask, … Continue reading Who is your waiting for?
There is a thin line between being pessimistic and just accepting reality. Reality is that life is unexpected and it offers many unseen blessing as well as unseen challenges. Being a pessimist means believing that things can only get worse. My life has been full of plot twist and challenges. At times my brain tends to … Continue reading One Thing then Another
Last night I had a disturbing dream. It was the second evening this week that my dreams have awaken me with discomfort to my heart. Last night was far worse then the previous night. I woke up in tears and worry. All I could do was plead with God to protect my loved one I had … Continue reading Tears in my sleep
Let me just say, I am not a mom. Also, I mean no offense to mothers out there.... Ok, here's my post. Among many of my passions, is the passion to show love to people. Sometimes this is through words, hugs and spending time with them... But one of my favourite ways to show love … Continue reading Mom Status